Leap of faith

I’ve always been full of big ideas, but I don’t know if I have ever ACTUALLY taken a leap of faith. I’ve never reeky just put myself out there without knowing that I would be able to pull it off and be successful.

I have just taken my first true leap of faith. I am terrified.

There is so much uncertainty surrounding this decision, I have had zero time to plan and my deadline is very fast approaching. Im not quite ready to say what I’m doing. I’m not telling many people because it feels so uncertain that I’m worried I’m not going to pull it off. Right this second, it feels like I’ve got 50 free roaming ducks that I need to convince with words to get in a row. This is also one of the first times that I am going to really test myself. Theres a saying “If you want it so bad, go get it!” That’s exactly what I’m going to have to do. I have a lot of work to do, I am going to have to sacrifice a lot of time. I know it’s going to be worth it.

I will write about this again when I hear back from the next steps. Maybe then I can out a name to it. For now, wish me luck. I have every finger and toe crossed for this. I’m probably going to have to ask for help, but I’m going to work my ass off.

I need this.

Below is a physical representation of me navigating this new decision. Hold on tight and FOCUS.