foolish girl

I love you. I love you more than I intended to- I wanted so badly to be loved in the same way but I held you too close. I see the walls building back up around you, my door is closing. I’m grasping tooth and nail but I need to let go. Trying to DO […]

POO-MERGENCY

As it turns out, pretty much everyone is fascinated with van lifers and potty situations. Giving up the luxury of an anytime toilet is definitely a sacrifice, I personally don’t have a strong desire to only use a proper toilet. After spending a few weeks living outside and having outdoor toilet set ups, I actually […]

Love Bigger

I’ve never been good at goodbyes. I feel like this chapter of my life is going to have a lot of goodbyes and that scares me. More than the thought of being alone. I hate the feeling when you’re together for the last time and you have so much to say but no idea how […]

Identity Crisis

Today I got to meet someone thats been a huge inspiration to me. I’ve followed her account on instagram for a number of years and always found myself drawn to her and her story. Something about the way that she communicates and presents herself feels authentic. I wouldn’t for one second claim to know this […]

Keep Dancing

Life is feeling a bit like a dream lately. I keep wanting to stop and write it all down but it seems like as soon as I try to put things into words, the memories escape me. I’m so scared I’m going to miss something. I haven’t been taking as many pictures, taking time for […]

Prime time

So many things had to have happened for me to be where I am right now, it’s hard not to appreciate the magnitude of that if you really think about it. I often struggle with feeling unsettled, It’s as if I always have something better I could be doing. It’s a funny thing to be […]

Life lately;

As usual, I finally get the motivation to sit down and write something (hopefully profound) and as soon as I open the computer all of the words escape me. However, this actually feels quite fitting, the theme of late has definitely been blasé. 2020 has finally come to an end everyone was hoping that 2021 […]

Creativity Is A Construct

Being and Artist and being artistic is not the same thing. Much like being a musician and being musical. It’s a very frustrating thing to have these parts of yourself that you know are in there, you just have not gained access to them(yet, I hope). I grew up with a father who is both […]

Clap Your Hands, Stomp Your Feet..

Coming to this from a different state of mind. I’ve had this overwhelming feeling lately that I almost prefer not to say out loud because I don’t want to scare it away. The past few weeks I believe that I’ve felt genuinely happy! Happiness like any emotion is fleeting, it would be silly of me […]